Under the trigger-
we push ourselves away.


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being stuck at home for one whole day sucks no matter how many people are talking to you. I don't wanna be sick. imnotsickimnotsick.im not sick. sigh, who am i kidding. but i wna go out now.NOWWW. urgh. i'm definitely stepping out of my house tmr, strong and free. hahaha DONT LAUGH. i wanna catch the omen tmr since thursday ill be watching she's the man with melissa :] oh and someone so irritatingly told me that theres a clip after the credits of xmen! like, FTW?! and i already watched it 2 times and i freaking missed it. goodheavens. i should go drop dead now. yupp. AH I JUST WANNA GO OUT -.- ohwell, les come back now please..i really dont know what to do):
i hate the feeling, the feeling of losing someone, losing a close friend. i dont know, i seriously don't know what to do. Talking to A, its like i seemed so happy having no special someone. i probably sound like the most carefree girl A has ever met last night. I even cheered A up, telling him all the right stuff i wished could happen to me but didnt. but i know im not going to be fine. Im just the kind who smiles and pretend everythings okay even though its not. it never is alright. ive got so much on my mind and that much to think about. i cant stop thinking of you. everytime i close my eyes, its you i see. I really don't know, just get the hell out of my head.
let go, but never forget.